Sorry i haven't written in a very long time. Things have been crazy around here!.Its not easy to make time for reading the bible or even make time to just sit down and spend time with the lord!.Personally i have been struggling to make time for the lord to be in my life. The age that i'm at there are very many temptations for me!. Sundays we go to church... when church is over we go get changed and head right to dance. I love dance and it very much interferes with my faith Its not hard for dance to                                                                   become an idol.

I love my life and i love everyone in it!.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO CHANGE!.

Just be your self because god made YOU!

your beautiful just because god loves you he is the only one who needs to love you and like you!

You don't have to change to fit in just be your self!. 

 

               

                                            When i was younger i met a wonderful girl.
                           And little did i know that when i got older she would change my life!
                                     Rachel Ruegsegger stands by me and supports me!.
                                  Rachel loves the lord and worships him with all her heart.
                                                                   I truly love her!
                Before Elijah passed i never new why he gave me someone so supportive of me...
                                                                 But now i know!
                     He gave me her because he new that i would really struggle with my faith
   and Rachel has just been there for me to help me through all of the hard times in my life.
                                             During these times i have learned a lot...
                                           I don't have to change for people to like me!
                                                       I just have to be myself...
             And if that means not fitting in or not being one of the cool kids... I will just have to deal!.
                                        Because i love GOD!!! and i am proud of it!

I wouldn't change a thing about my life if i could!

because i love my family!

I love Cedric... no matter how much he annoys me i still love him!

and i love Chelsea

and Clarissa

and Eleanor... even if i have to share a room with her until i leave for collage!...

God made my life wonderful!

and i am really bad at understanding why he gave me the family i have!

but no matter what his plan is...

i will always love...Mom,Dad,Chelsea,Elijah,Clarissa,Cedric,and Eleanor

Not one person goes through life without wishing that God had given you a diffident family or house or job...

But its all a part of his wonderful plan!

I have no idea what that plan is but no matter what happens...

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE EVERYTHING THAT GOD GAVE ME!

God gave me this family for a reason 

i don't understand why 

but i still love him!

And i love everyone in my life!.

And i always will!,