Elijah Todd Davis was my role model and always be...
  to grow up and be like him and speak the gospel like him i cant think of what the 10 years of my life with him would have been like with out him!. so from this day i will and have to stop thinking of the bad things and start thinking of the good things like the next day i will see him again. things in life will be tough but you have to stick to god and keep trusting him and pray. loosing my brother is so hard it is never easy loosing someone but all but all i have to think about is the next day i see him. and we all look forward to seeing him again and believe that this is not where we belong it is not are home we are not home yet we need to believe times and things like this will never be easy but we have to trust that god has a plan for us. he will help us through the tough times. writing is not easy for me i don't have the best mind for it... my mom does!. so i am writing today because i know all of you out there have lost a loved one or a dear friend but you cant ever get out of your pane without trusting in god!. all of us feel like we are in a nightmare. you might not know it but you art trusting god when you have one you are walking on hard stones when you could be walking on a soft path but when you surrender your life to god you start walking on this soft wonderful path your feet feel soft and light you feel like you could just fly it is because you just lost your burden you have started to grow closer to the cross your life has changed now you will sit on the right hand of god the father almighty and you                                                   will dwell in the house of the lord forever!.
                                                                              SHAKE

             
do you feel it? you just lost like 1,000 pounds off your back maybe you cant feel it but maybe you can but you need to know that if you do this you will have eternal life... my brother had that and now he is sitting on the right hand of god and he will dwell in he house of the lord forever and god said one more home and crossed of Elijahs name and sang a song thats what we all should be doing but we art... some of you might think how are we supposed to do that you do it like you do every day but thanking him for Elijah and praising that he is is home! and i want you all to know god did not make this happen maybe he did not want it to happen like this but he let it happen and i praise the lord every day for that ELIJAH TODD DAVIS is home so we praise the lord!. THANK YOU LORD FOR GIVING ME MY BIG BROTHER!
i miss him more and more everyday so i dont know what to to say... the other day when i was writing i felt the lords hand on my pen... telling me what words to write.  in the summer Elijah had lacrosse games and it was so hot and i did not want to be there but now i am so glad that i got that extra time with him!. i did not want to be there then...but now i am so happy i did go!. i love and miss him so much! i just wish every day that god would come home now just now lord come home!. when i was little i did not want him to come home yet i wanted to grow up! and have kids and be a mom! but now things have changed i want him now!
                                                                     CHANGED!

               i came up out of the water raised my hands up to the father gave it all to him that day!
                  what do you think of your life when you close your eyes and just think?
                           right now just close your eyes and think of your life!