do you ever feel like your life is one long latter leading down or up and each time you sin you go back down a step and when you take a new step in your faith you will get closer to god and become so much more like him. and when you go down a step you feel so far away you don't feel safe because you just got farther away from him.

some times when i am listening to kay.love they play some of the most powerful songs i have ever heard and i stop and listen and think what will it be like when i go to heaven. i just cant think that god gave his one and only son for me for you we all have so much sin and sorrow what do we do with it? well when we get to heaven we loose it all because of jesus he took the blame for what we did. some times i have to take the blame for something i did not do and i hate it! but thats just for 4 people but jesus took it all! all the people in the world he took the blame and i...i hate taking the blame for just one person but no jesus doesn't even say i hate you or any thing all he said was father forgive them for what they've done.. not even a word to them. just think if that was you what would to have done? i would have yelled at them!.but yet nothing from jesus not a word to them but only to god even when they are killing him he still praises god! its all of us who really killed him if you think right now that you killed god what would you say?. the one that still loves us even after we killed him he still loves us! his love for us is the strongest love of all!.